i dont know much anymore,
i went to sirens festival that was lovely.
iv been called, left voicemail and texted and said i was cute this week by jason shaw... the highest paid male model in history/ paris hiltons ex fiance pre sex tapes


iv been in the city a lot
i love working for matador
everythings fallen apart
yet so much is finnally goin into place
i got an apartment in boston starting august first
iv made a new amazing girlfriend, but feel like i have lost a lot too.
i need to stop living up to my repuation before it exceeds itself.
i need to stop obsessing over certain things about myself
i need to be healthy
i got a new tattoo

im not going to africa anymore but to CA on the 18th of aug and maine next weekend and possibly fischers island.
im looking forward to being back at school iv talked a lot recently to tom, and cameron, and shane and its making me wanna be back.
i hate harbor lights quitting is in as of the 8th last day
tjs 21 is the 3rd. intense
we( me vi lizzy and ben) got into marquee.. like one of nycs top top clubs.. for free.. and got to go in the vip/ private party section.
my lifes slowly spinning and i am not sure who is in control.